Is almost a year

Is almost a year since ive blogged. I think for ppl whom know me, blogging = sadness comes in. Happiness will only be shown through pictures in fb.

It is also like in a lifetime that a guy gave me the feeling that he is going after me. Yet, no doubt, i know maybe he is just another Archie in the sense that they have equal characters that attracts me, yet, they differ in the aspect that this one, is loyal, just like me.

Asked me out personally.
Treat me meals.
Buy me a bread when i miss my lunch.
Concern on how i am doing with work.
Sharing with me on his pain.

Although from the beginning I have tried to tell myself, maybe i should not over-interprete these actions. I keep telling myself that they are just act of building friendship.

Yet, i think, the more u tell urself that u cant, the more u will be.

Finally, after yesterday, all doubts are answered. Im just another friend. He shared what he shared with me, with other friends when we all had dinner last night. Everything. Is pretty obvious that i am giving him hint that i have some interest in him (ppl calls him Dr Love wo..). If he doesnt realised it, that means, he is just running away.

I learnt from Archie is that, what men and women thinks are different. And from Archie, i also finally knew what i want in my spouse. Tho, i might found some of the things that i need in this friend of mine, Wanna-be, but maybe, timing is really wrong again.

I also not ashamed that I will also be jealous if i see him treating other girls equally as me, when i think I was the only one getting all those priviledges before this. But, maybe, this great guy, just not belong to me...