The clip that will make me cry everytime*

Recently, I felt so helpless with my life. Everyday, Im struggling with life. Is not im busy or the unending datelines, but Im exhausted but i still miss the person that maybe I shouldnt. But what can I do when the heart still say so?

Ok.. Miss is miss. But there are also people that gave me lotsa great memories, that until today, when I think of it and they are not by my side, are my sisters. I guess, you can see who are them from the movie.

Ok.. those pics were take n years ago, with our mushroom heads, thick specs and the cute little pinafore that we used to wear. I miss my uniform *sobsob*

Looking into this clip made by our baby monkey, it really makes miss them more and more. I couldnt imagine my life without them. I only can ask God to take me before them.

We used to go into the same class in kindergarden, wearing those pink boxed uniforms.

We used to have recess together, checking out what's in your lunch box and peep at each other when teacher asked us to take a nap after recess.

We used to dance as clowns during the kindergarden graduation ceremony.

Then, we went to the same primary school.

We used to line up and get susu sekolah. Not mentioning, see who got the most coklat susu! And also the chasing to grab the milk from the person who would be the winner of the day. Just to make "our" chocolate ice cream after school.

We used to swing our ponytails when we were playing tali-tali. Making the hopping rope together. Play every recess. And i guess, there is where we got our height :)

We used paint together, play with the chinese calculator (Sempua? I cant remember what it's call in english).

We used to play run and chop with the guys and not mentioning, hitting the boys when they are cought.

We used to be in the same class, then we are distributed into different class, but that still doesnt make any much difference to us.

We then, after P & E rushed to the toilet to get a clean cubicle to change our clothes.

We used to criticise our basketball players in school.

We used "match" each other with the boys and then, tell everyone in the class, so that everyone would be happy for each other, although some have more than one fan. (Girls... U know who I meant, but about the quality of the boy, I dare not comment)

We used to dunno what is exam, but just get our butts and pencils out during exam seasons.

We have no idea what UPSR was. For us, it was just an ordinary paper with many easy questions to be answered and wondered why teachers are so stupid to set such questions.
Then, together we left primary school into secondary school.

Together we set our enemies - the SS students.

Together we meet new people from different schools, not forgetting new experiences there.

Together we march up the new classroom and look as innocent as we can. Timidly and stupidly memorise all moral values because of that stupid stuart teacher ask so.

Together we make names in the school. Students know who we are. Teachers realise our potential.

We used to quarrel until we have to meet the form teacher and also the counselling teacher. We are really brats!

We used to grumble and kepo about our new friends, teachers and also some classmates-enemies.

We used to join the same club, work for school, and gain some attention from people from the SS school.

We used to went to the annual ball. Dont mention the sucking meetings with other school's representative. We used to scold them behind after the meeting, thinking how can a guy or person older than us can be so immature and unsystematic.

We used to tease others when other receives small gifts from the students right beside our school. Not to mention those "lovely small gifts from our own juniors" >_<

We used to battle together, work and played hard together to achieve the results of almost winning our enemies in academic. Together, we cried in press conference. Together we codemn the girl who actually hired a reporter to get her picture just because she get an extra pathetic A in her SPM.

Together we wonder what's next.

Together, we are aimless. Together, we loiter.

Together, we find part-time job to fill our time.

We used to make a dish and bring to someone's home to have a great feast, and not to mention Lami and Cho Dai D after that. We learn how to make pasta, sushi and sandwiches from each other.

Together we scratch our heads what to get for the next birthday girl.

Together, we watch movie in MTV without our parents really knowing that we went there.

Then, some of us parted, but never in heart.

Then, we are in different places. Somehow, we are still together. How to prove this? Is easy. Just pop the questions: Where to play Lami? Where to sleepover? Where to BBQ? Where to watch this CD? Spontaneously we will answer : OCTOPY! With no objection from octopy.

Together, we went to the Driving licence Law exam together in a Kancil. All 7 of us. And get our licence.

Together we went out with the new drivers, except me not driving. And everytime, together ull all will have to lecture me of not driving. I guess the lectures dont work at all.

Together, we put our legs onto on May's head and try to hide monkey when we went out late that night and there is police checking on our proton wira.

Together, we get our new phones and compare who has the better one; I admit i always have the most lauyah phone and the latest to get it.

Together, we were LC by our seniors but yet, we marched through like a hero. And couldnt care much who the seniors are.

Together we into the 2 years of pre-U. Still together in school work, tuition and also fun.

Together we say : tak tau when our lovely biology teacher ask us question. We tak tau because we never hear what she says. Basically, that's the time where we do our maths and kepo. And not to mention, tapuk-tapuk sms.

Together, we scratch our armpits when teacher ask how to do the math question in tuition.

Together we share our crushes. The good ones and the bad ones. Together, we still fight on!

Together, we went through everything in form 6.

Yet,

We still together blurr about our future. Together again, aimless.

Yet, we try to find way out. We work. We Play and we think more. We grew older and mature and not to mention, beautiful ladies, from inside out!

Then, we really parted.

From Sabah to Singapore, we are scattered. Now, we are more dispersed, from Malaysia to Australia to UK.

We often say, if we are not married, we will stay together. cook our dinner together. Share and invite friends to our condos and search until the perfect man arrives!

We often say, we will go to each other's graduation.

We often say, no matter when and where, there is no boundary between us.

We often say, internet can link us together.

Yes, internet did helped.

But, i trully miss the older days. Where we used to meet each other everyday. Back to the days without worries. Back to the days, where hurt having taken place. Back to the days where injuries are only physical and we love that. Back to the days where we are really always there for each other. Back to the days where we can just walk, take bus or drive to the person in need. Never feel helpless when cannot help each other out of the problems we had.

Will this sisterhood last? A definite YES. Sisterhood... Together and apart. We have the same hope, is to see every single of our sisters are happy from inside out, then we will. To see that, everyone is safe and sound, is already a blessing.

Just hope that, this small clips will remind us on how important you are in every single heart of your sisters! Smile ~ Your sisters are always for there in any circumstances :-) Just like the song baby had used in the clip.

Im trying to publish this post on 6 september 2008. Because september is the 9th month = long and 6 means "luk" where it always rolls and never ends. This is how i wish our sisterhood would be long lasting and never ending.

I love you all!