Missed the chance or it just isnt yours?

Aha! U guys must be thinking ill be blogging about unfinished Australia trip as well as a recently visited place, the Land Below the Wind, Sabah. Before I feed u all with pictures only with no words, i better feed u all with some words first.. Digest them! [The real reason for not blogging them now is because I havent got all the photos yet :P]

Lately, people, movies and even dramas make me ponder again on the word L-O-V-E. This four letters are killing alot of people nowadays. I would have rate it the number one killer in the world. Is just too much of advices from the old as well as their pressure, that makes you wonder, is being a spinster/bachelor is better than being a dad or a mom?

I always wanted my relationship started without me realising it had started. In other words, I can only fell in love with my close friend.

Few days ago, Sustagen told me that he had a crush with his close fren, Vitagen. Sustagen never expected that he will fell for Vitagen one day, as they have been friends for more than a year already. Not to mention, both are very close friends. Sustagen just found that he is much affected by Vitagen, by her happiness and sadness, but chose to ignore it, and even telling himself that he DOES NOT LOVE Vitagen. But then, come to think about, when one's whereabout become your concern, you just have fell for him/her without you noticing it. Sustagen asked me what should he do to mend his feelings and at the same time Vitagen should never know about it. Vitagen is a cheerful girl that is out-going. Sustagen is afraid to admit to himself as well as to Vitagen. He's afraid he got the wrong feeling and he's afraid once the cat is out, Sustagen and Vitagen can no longer be as close friends as before.

I refer this problem to TT. TT again enlightened me that if Sustagen really love Vitagen, sooner or later, he could not hold it and would show his passion more obviously.

But what if in this case Sustagen is a girl and Vitagen is a boy? Would it be the same as what TT say? Or this time, the girl will willingly let go and walk on with life, without letting the guy know she once had loved him, but do not dare to love him? I, as a girl, have no idea how it will turn out.

The story of Sustagen and Vitagen gave me a ringing bell. What would I do if I am in Sustagen's shoe?

Maybe Im the type of bold ones. If i were in Sustagen's shoes, i would see if Vitagen had the same feelings for me or not. Of course I WONT be showing my passion, because nevertheless of how bold i am, im still a girl k, UNTIL Vitagen (boy) showed some interest too or signs that he has the same feeling as I am. Then, ill have courage to owe it up.

hehehehe... seemed like I beat around the bush, in the end, I still waits for the guy to make the first move. I guess, im just someone that dont wanna confirm things that are not certain. I would rather die the feelings out if no hints were given to me because Im a girl...but of course lar... if I see no future with that guy, i will give him a FREEZING SHOULDER at the very start because I know what I want :D

At last, I told Sustagen, dare to take up, take to let go. Dare to take the courage to love, Dare to let the person be loved. Do not give up hope on any possibilities. If he never gives her up, and hope for the betterment of Vitagen, AND if Vitagen belongs to him, they will one day produce Yakult. Let time tells, and let actions of Sustagen and Vitagen be more clear to each other. All the blessings for everyone that silently love someone now...