It was so different this time. But is it correct?

Last nite, was the very first nite I met Aanhry after I and Archie have come to a stop. The nite was indeed very happy, because we both realised, both had moved on. So happy too that Aanhry get to meet another fabulous boy, that now, Aanhry, the girl which was always being disappointed with finding her right man, finally, found hers. Am happy looking at her, chit-chatting on the phone with Mr Bird.

Last nite, was a nite that I poured out everything to Aanhry after 1 year. It was so much to catch up. Told her what had happened to me, in the pass 6 months and now. She told me about her Mr Bird and what is she going on in the next few months, especially her convo is coming up.

Time with Aanhry, we will never missed out one person, Archie. I told Aanhry about what was bothering me when i was letting go, asking her, is that a hint from God, that This person, Archie, was in your life before, and he is still alive in this world? Is this hinting something? Asking me to not to let go or forget him? Or just simple testing whether ive let go?

I know Ive let him go. Really have. In the sense that, if a right person is here for me right now, there will be no hesitation whether Ive let go or havent.

We had 2 dinners, because the dinner at Pasta Zanmai was not fulfilling at all. We end up having another salad and pasta and ends the night with a classic chocolate cake at Delicious.

It was a great night. Was laughing. And smilling. Because i know, God will one day give Archie a lesson, which he will never forget. I even heard that at last, Archie and the so-called-responsibled gf broke off this year. For God sake, Helleluyah! This is like the day Im waiting for! I just dont wanna know him forcing himself being with a girl, he doesnt have feelings for. Whether he is with me or not, is not my concern anymore.

However, his drinking habit as well as his social life, is not improving at all, in the sense that, he gave me a feeling, he is all messed up. I was only hoping that the pregnant news is not a true story.

Well, it doesnt matter to me at all, just a slight feeling of disappointed, looking at a person which once I have loved so much, turned into someone that is so strange to me.

I and aahry, missed out our movie together, and headed home. Was around 1am at night, where Aanhry was showing me and telling me lots of her frens stories, when suddenly Archie popped up in her fb and chat with her. She was so so surprised and told me: He is only once in a blue moon find me, moreover, in fb, not msn. It is really rare.

Archie: Not yet sleep?
Aanhry (was me typing): Why do you care?
Archie: Wouw! I was just asking. THat's all.
Aanhry: gonna oi oi soon lo. Nitez.
Archie: nitez.

When i was replying for aanhry sake, as well as when aanhry open pictures that have his image, this time, the feeling of "hurt" is gone. I did not feel any discomfort. Just like friend. Just like someone I know, which turn out to be a bad egg.

I thought I was all alrite. In fact, I am. oh well... what am i saying here.

Yet, what happened last nite, what i knew last nite, what happened before when Ken was here, it just give me a ringing bell. I know what i feel towards him now, is just friends I know long ago, and that's all.

Yet, are everything happened, asking me to stop forgeting him, or were them just simply testing me whether Ive let go?