Aussie Trip - Pit Stop 1

Sorry guys for not keeping this page as update as before. Ok.. I admit. I was avoiding people this whole 6 months. Why? Erm… Due to some personal reasons? Yea.. Im struggling within myself. This blog is the only way you can know what I am feeling at that moment. Well, once purple did mention that my blog is kinda saddening. Wel.. yeah. I have to admit the ugly truth but is truly feeling from within. A wise suggestion for person that wanted to cry but cant..

Well.. Im pretty sure that the few blogs that are going to come up are about my trip as a kangaroo or a koala. Cut the crap. From my title, u guys surely know where ive been.
So… Is all about my Australia trip. You guys must be going “Woah…” now. I bet you all are! Im not rich or wealthy, but just that with AirAsia, everything can terbang even rabbits!
Moreover, Octopy is there and that means… Free Accomodation! Note the word FREE! Students like us, I guess that’s our magic word! Octopy is gonna graduate soon, so, better hurry before the offer ends!

So, me and Polar bear took a 6 hour flight and reached Perth on 30Nov safely. Was it a pleasant flight? Im afraid to say that “yat fan chin yat fan fo”. For those who don’t und what this phrase is crapping about, u guys just have to refer to a genuine pork eater will do. Sorry, I have no idea how to express it in English. Brain not working..as usual..

We were greeted with flowers and loud trumpet sound from Octopy and Sukiboys. Yeah right. If that is the case… I would have buried my face in the scanning machine of Perth Aiport. They just greeted us with a simple giggle.. that’s all. What are they giggling at? Ask them.

Erm.. We started our quest by going to Gold Coast first. Gold coast. Im sure when anyone mention about Gold Coast, the first thing that comes into mind are the theme parks. Yupz… We went to 3 theme parks out 5. Why not 5? Ask the currency.

The day started not so well. Our flight was supposed to be Perth – Sydney – Gold Coast. But somehow, if not mistaken, due to some earthquake at dunnowhere.. Sydney flights were all cancelled. Thus, they flow us Perth – Adelaide – Brisband. From Brisband, they gave us a first class bus to our motel in Gold coast. Wanna see how the 1st class bus looks like? There u go!
Haih.. such sudden change and substitute with their 1st class bus, it was kinda disappointing that the journey started in that way. However, too tired to talk and speak, we went directly to our rooms and wash up before becomes comfortly cover our heads with dunnowhethertheywashornot linens.

Next day, our very first day, where are we up to? SEA World. What we have there? Pics tell it all..

Me at the Entrance of the 1st theme park

What are the most dominant things found at Sea World? These are:

Animals and more ANIMALS!

Is that all? Nope.. They have more! Scroll down!

Jealous that we can go near a walrus? YUp.. Polar bear even took the chance to "feel" its tummy

Ok.. Sea World is all about animals and fake ones? hmm... not really.

They have one of my favourite cartoons! The Sesame streets. Aw... Just reminds me how happy I was as a little girl.

What else? Oh ya! They have babes! And Hunks (according to Sukiboys..haih)

hmm.. After watching these few photos, i guess u all pretty agree with the 1st comment and not the 2nd one huh? Anyway, the 8 legged creature in the pic above are polar bear, ET, Octopy and Octopy's current bf (Mr L.U.I)

Oh... They have rides too!

A ride that I always wanted to ride but is considered too old to ride it. I just wish I can ride it one day..

The ride that I went to. Pretty brave huh? How do we look when in the ride? This is how:

The ride ended only Sukiboys able to catch our pic. U can imagine how fast and long the ride was.

Polar bear hiding her face. Why? Ask her. And who took the pic? The bravo of course!

Finish with the rides. And now, the scenery there:

Surfers performing.

Thanks to Octopy and Mr L.U.I, we recog this girl by her panty on the next show we went!

Last but not least, some souvenirs. And these are specially for Marchy since she wont be around for CNY for souvenir reclaim.

See! We found a pink fat pig just for u, Marchy. With your name tim! U better appreciate it! It looks so much alike like u!

Ok, for a food lover, this is what a student eat for the whole day at Sea World:

Shepherd Pie and a vege wrap and a huge and refillable (only when u pay $3) for the whole day!

Day 1 ended with the park closes at 5pm. It was quite fun though, but still it was mild. This is how we look after the whole day:

Why is me smiling with Sukiboys? We are just trying to figure out how to use the watch in the surf bag that we bought after being cheated on the pattern of the cap offer inside. While Polar Bear is examining her hair, as usual.

By the way, after the 1st day, I finally realise that ignorance is a bliss frankly. Ignorance is sometime essential to make yourself happy on the outside. Inside?

I received a call on 18Dec around 2.30pm. If not mistaken, it was Archie, pressed the wrong number? But was it? Or was just illusion? Since I lost his number since I lost my phone. But i got a feeling it was him. Nevertheless, I received a sad info today. I chose to ignore, but yet, tears fell though..

Im sorry.

Sorry guys. Ive been not posting for a long time. Give me sometime to re-construct this blog. Currently busy waaaatching and deeeeeeleting series from my laptop while trying to shoot ghosts with my ghostbuster game.

Im sure gonna write one long one soon. I promise.

And I do keep promises right? :wink

KLIA trip

The journey to KLIA is always heavy hearted. Ever jouney.

Yesterday, May and me sent Marchy to this gigantic and luxurious aiport. Marchy have to leave us for at least a year to continue her studies there.

We took taxi there. Along the hourney, Marchy tried to sleep but her phone kept ringing while May slept. I myself catch my own sweet time.

The last time I went to KLIA was this april, sending Archie away. The whole journey in the taxi reminded me of him, the best time as well as remembering the separation and the separation that soon ive too face again, sending marchy away this time.

I couldnt help myself but tears kept falling, but not to boast, im good at hiding my tears. The pain still there.

Is always hard to send someone away. I know, there is always internet there to connect us. Thank God for the someone who invented internet. However, the feeling is really different.

U cannot meet up occasionally, or even, feelings might just swap away. Time and distance, changes people and relationship.

Im afraid. Im hurt. Im sad. The journey to KLIA always reminds me the sad things I had with Archie. And now, sending my best friend to for a better life, I couldnt help, but wept.

Is always easier for the one to leave than those that left behind.

Im missing Archie. Im missing Marchy.

I love them.

Still havent recover...

Today, i received an email from a friend. Is a forwarded email. However, although the title was friends, but I guess, all those questions directed to me seemed to be like linking to relationship. It hurts me.

What would you do if every time you fell in love with someone you had to say good-bye?

What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?

What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness?

What would you do if you loved someone more than anything else and you could never have them?

Some people live and some people die.

But I want to tell you I love you everyday, though Ive tell you before.

That I will always be here for you when and if you need me...

If I died tomorrow, you would be in my heart forever.

Would I be in yours?

I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you.

Just remember, everyone doesnt like to be lonely. Someday, you might feel like you are alone at all, just remember and take comfort in knowing somebody out there cares about you and always will.

I still miss him. :'(

Happy Birthday Archie...

Happy Birthday Archie!

That's what I want to say Archie today. But i guessed, there is no longer chance to do so...

Sitting here, staring at my MSN, he is offline. Even if he is online, I wouldnt dare to say it to him as well. Maybe he is out with someone else that he used to celebrate every year.

I try not to miss him. But seriously, I couldnt do it. He will always in my heart. Always.

I used to say to aanhry that if wanted me to forget totally about him, give me 20 years without contact at all. But i guess, these 3 months was really hard. No matter how much I try to forget, there is still him. No matter how much positive things I said to myself, I just cant forget him.

I really miss him.

Happy Birthday again, Archie. I really hope my wishes for u will become true one day. I will always keep praying for you when I wake up and before I sleep. Have a great birthday without me. All the very best for you.

The clip that will make me cry everytime*

Recently, I felt so helpless with my life. Everyday, Im struggling with life. Is not im busy or the unending datelines, but Im exhausted but i still miss the person that maybe I shouldnt. But what can I do when the heart still say so?

Ok.. Miss is miss. But there are also people that gave me lotsa great memories, that until today, when I think of it and they are not by my side, are my sisters. I guess, you can see who are them from the movie.

Ok.. those pics were take n years ago, with our mushroom heads, thick specs and the cute little pinafore that we used to wear. I miss my uniform *sobsob*

Looking into this clip made by our baby monkey, it really makes miss them more and more. I couldnt imagine my life without them. I only can ask God to take me before them.

We used to go into the same class in kindergarden, wearing those pink boxed uniforms.

We used to have recess together, checking out what's in your lunch box and peep at each other when teacher asked us to take a nap after recess.

We used to dance as clowns during the kindergarden graduation ceremony.

Then, we went to the same primary school.

We used to line up and get susu sekolah. Not mentioning, see who got the most coklat susu! And also the chasing to grab the milk from the person who would be the winner of the day. Just to make "our" chocolate ice cream after school.

We used to swing our ponytails when we were playing tali-tali. Making the hopping rope together. Play every recess. And i guess, there is where we got our height :)

We used paint together, play with the chinese calculator (Sempua? I cant remember what it's call in english).

We used to play run and chop with the guys and not mentioning, hitting the boys when they are cought.

We used to be in the same class, then we are distributed into different class, but that still doesnt make any much difference to us.

We then, after P & E rushed to the toilet to get a clean cubicle to change our clothes.

We used to criticise our basketball players in school.

We used "match" each other with the boys and then, tell everyone in the class, so that everyone would be happy for each other, although some have more than one fan. (Girls... U know who I meant, but about the quality of the boy, I dare not comment)

We used to dunno what is exam, but just get our butts and pencils out during exam seasons.

We have no idea what UPSR was. For us, it was just an ordinary paper with many easy questions to be answered and wondered why teachers are so stupid to set such questions.
Then, together we left primary school into secondary school.

Together we set our enemies - the SS students.

Together we meet new people from different schools, not forgetting new experiences there.

Together we march up the new classroom and look as innocent as we can. Timidly and stupidly memorise all moral values because of that stupid stuart teacher ask so.

Together we make names in the school. Students know who we are. Teachers realise our potential.

We used to quarrel until we have to meet the form teacher and also the counselling teacher. We are really brats!

We used to grumble and kepo about our new friends, teachers and also some classmates-enemies.

We used to join the same club, work for school, and gain some attention from people from the SS school.

We used to went to the annual ball. Dont mention the sucking meetings with other school's representative. We used to scold them behind after the meeting, thinking how can a guy or person older than us can be so immature and unsystematic.

We used to tease others when other receives small gifts from the students right beside our school. Not to mention those "lovely small gifts from our own juniors" >_<

We used to battle together, work and played hard together to achieve the results of almost winning our enemies in academic. Together, we cried in press conference. Together we codemn the girl who actually hired a reporter to get her picture just because she get an extra pathetic A in her SPM.

Together we wonder what's next.

Together, we are aimless. Together, we loiter.

Together, we find part-time job to fill our time.

We used to make a dish and bring to someone's home to have a great feast, and not to mention Lami and Cho Dai D after that. We learn how to make pasta, sushi and sandwiches from each other.

Together we scratch our heads what to get for the next birthday girl.

Together, we watch movie in MTV without our parents really knowing that we went there.

Then, some of us parted, but never in heart.

Then, we are in different places. Somehow, we are still together. How to prove this? Is easy. Just pop the questions: Where to play Lami? Where to sleepover? Where to BBQ? Where to watch this CD? Spontaneously we will answer : OCTOPY! With no objection from octopy.

Together, we went to the Driving licence Law exam together in a Kancil. All 7 of us. And get our licence.

Together we went out with the new drivers, except me not driving. And everytime, together ull all will have to lecture me of not driving. I guess the lectures dont work at all.

Together, we put our legs onto on May's head and try to hide monkey when we went out late that night and there is police checking on our proton wira.

Together, we get our new phones and compare who has the better one; I admit i always have the most lauyah phone and the latest to get it.

Together, we were LC by our seniors but yet, we marched through like a hero. And couldnt care much who the seniors are.

Together we into the 2 years of pre-U. Still together in school work, tuition and also fun.

Together we say : tak tau when our lovely biology teacher ask us question. We tak tau because we never hear what she says. Basically, that's the time where we do our maths and kepo. And not to mention, tapuk-tapuk sms.

Together, we scratch our armpits when teacher ask how to do the math question in tuition.

Together we share our crushes. The good ones and the bad ones. Together, we still fight on!

Together, we went through everything in form 6.

Yet,

We still together blurr about our future. Together again, aimless.

Yet, we try to find way out. We work. We Play and we think more. We grew older and mature and not to mention, beautiful ladies, from inside out!

Then, we really parted.

From Sabah to Singapore, we are scattered. Now, we are more dispersed, from Malaysia to Australia to UK.

We often say, if we are not married, we will stay together. cook our dinner together. Share and invite friends to our condos and search until the perfect man arrives!

We often say, we will go to each other's graduation.

We often say, no matter when and where, there is no boundary between us.

We often say, internet can link us together.

Yes, internet did helped.

But, i trully miss the older days. Where we used to meet each other everyday. Back to the days without worries. Back to the days, where hurt having taken place. Back to the days where injuries are only physical and we love that. Back to the days where we are really always there for each other. Back to the days where we can just walk, take bus or drive to the person in need. Never feel helpless when cannot help each other out of the problems we had.

Will this sisterhood last? A definite YES. Sisterhood... Together and apart. We have the same hope, is to see every single of our sisters are happy from inside out, then we will. To see that, everyone is safe and sound, is already a blessing.

Just hope that, this small clips will remind us on how important you are in every single heart of your sisters! Smile ~ Your sisters are always for there in any circumstances :-) Just like the song baby had used in the clip.

Im trying to publish this post on 6 september 2008. Because september is the 9th month = long and 6 means "luk" where it always rolls and never ends. This is how i wish our sisterhood would be long lasting and never ending.

I love you all!

Blank..

After losing my hp, I have no more pic to upload for awhile. Im currently watching an American series: Brothers and sisters while im downloading other "older" series that Ive missed.


This series is indeed something that reminds me about the bond between family members. I enjoy watching the series which actually show how westerners are living together. Frankly, I do admire them, can control their temper and anger when they are. They use powerful words to show their anger and disappointment instead of yelling until their vocal cords break, instead of pulling hairs as well as saying nothing at all but showing your sulking face or avoiding it.


However, again, this series reminds me some negative aspects of it. Where affairs and more affairs are there. Uncertainty and more conflicts.


I start to wonder, there is no everlasting love in this world? Husbands having an affair. Wife also slept with someone else before. The D word in marriage is getting familiarised in the society. What is it? What really is?


However, I do ever "try to imagine" me myself in my favourite character in this series - Kitty. Ok... I dunno why such a name for such a beautiful character. A wife of a handsome and loving politician. Wakakaka... I know that's not gonna happen to me. Erm.. Why do i like the character? I just felt that, if I were in her condition, I would do the same thing whereas other characters dint.

Well, however, other characters did show me how calmness and honesty make crooked things into a straight smooth ones. Making things straight doesnt mean you need to be cranky, but with the correct word and correct time with correct people, the things just work out perfectly.

Im watching the last episode for this season for this season. And indeed, im looking forward to the next season *though im waiting for downloading prison break whole season 4 too!* And this series, did make me think much. I just hope, I have the chance to achieve my little-cinderella-dream, to live happily and feel fulfilled with what I have in a place that I was dreamt to be...

Another breakup..

Today, receives another shocking news, another pair of couple which we all thought they would live a cinderella life soon, which is next year, ended. The relationship is 6 years old.

This year, indeed wasnt a year for relationship. Affairs, conflicts and breakups is what I received. Froma 10 year first love relationship to 3 months relationship, all ended without knowing its coming.

Ppl tend to measure how deep is the love between a couple on how long they have been together. Again, i think time 'paktoh' together is not the parameter at all.

Instead, i think love should be genuinely from your heart. A relationship wont work with true feelings from both parties.

I have a small debate with my roommates. Both them thinks that women nowadays should just marry a good and a guy that loves them. It doesnt really matter whether whether the ladies have feelings for the guy.

I totally oppose it. Because i still think love should be both parties' feeling. When one decides that the end because he or she felt that the feeling is not there already, voice it out. Never keep just because you both have been together for long or the other party not able to take it. Is not hurting. But the person you have to please, at least in this world, is yourself as this is your life.

I always believe that marriage is forever. Im still hoping and believe that love is what it should mean LOVE from the bottom of your heart. Maybe you are thinking im dreaming of something impossible, but I guess, Ill hold this principle to my last breath, though i know fairytales is unlikely to happen to me. But, im crossing my fingers behind my back and hope my wishes will come true, one fine day.

But in this material world now, is this possible?

Are men be together because they are already together for long?

Because is already a habit?

Because of money?

Because of fame?

Because of fun?

What does love means to you?

Moody

I always think that KL's weather always represent my mood.

Today, again, i prove im right. Today, mom and bro left after 3 days with me. The thing that make me sad is separation. I dont want any separation. But the feeling hits me again. I felt so lonely.

Mom and brother came here to spend time with me. But of all the days, this holiday, I cant enjoy because I was rushing for an assignment that need to be submitted after this merdeka break.

I love my family. I do. But, somehow, I wish I was younger, where mom used to scold me if I did anything wrong. I dont like to be treated as a princess.

When mom left, i was trying so hard to control my feelings. I love my mom here. My brother here. My dad here. Him here. My frens here. But I just hate the time when they left. It is always so hard. It always reminds me how much I love him and yet, he might have no more feelings for me.

Now, is raining buffalo and dinosaurs here. That was what he thought me.

I admit. Im missing him again. and my family.

How i wish, there is some kind of medicine that will really cure me. An instant and effective one, please.. I beg..

Despair..

A total bliss during the sickening days...

Is this life? Exams, due-dates, lectures, highlighters, conflicts and also more conflicts? Argh... I just couldnt breathe if there isnt any break for me! Ok.. Well, there is no solutions to conflicts, just time matters. But i guess, there are some time off for the other matters that affects my mood and life severely. Yes, u read me... S-E-V-E-R-L-Y!

Since I have midterms coming up until the end of this semester, and many date lines to meet, but for me, again, my so-wat, don care and dunno dont care attitude gave me a bright lovely sunday. Why do I say so? Because I started with a great breakfast! Where? Here in Midvalley. Why? Because it serves lotsa pork! Oink Oink!!

Here is what I had for my breakfast! I bet you all will be surprise with my appetite. I hope, im not scaring guys away with it, but who cares?!

This is my 1st round of breakfast. Lotsa DimSum. OMG! I havent had them for months already!

Tada! Here's it. Ive got siu mai, shanghai mai, more DimSum, and more DimSum! Yummy... Air liur meleleh ni

Isnt they lovely? OMG! Im controlling my saliva right now!

My best pick! And bet you, I only eat those DimSum with pork. HarGau, CharSiu Pau not my type! >_<

A closer look to my another favourite food, Yong AiGua. I dint eat it for months edi since it costs so much in KL. But whualalala.... I had it last sunday! Muacks!

U all must be guessing that this sharkfin soup is fake. But trust me, it's REAL. Those fins are so huge! I and purple thought it is a buffet style also but rupa-rupanya, :( It was said to be complementary from the restaurant

Famous Peking Duck. Aha! The most famous dish served. Ok.. U can take more than this 2 pathetic piece. But my stomach started to get cramp edi.. Cos there are more to come!

Loong Har Salad. Ok... the name sound so expensive, but actually, u can see cucumber and apples and some vege which I dunno what, plus some orangeee fish egg.. I dunno what's that call. Neh... those for sushi.. Is issit Mori? Hmm...whatever

Butter prawns. Ok.. I have to admit I dont eat seafood in KL, but these are the biggest prawns I ever seen in KL. Taste? SDK still serves the best! :)

Roast Duck! Another dish that I miss from my hometown. Again.. Eat as much as I can. But i still prefer Roast duck with sour plum sauce. Trust me, Im gonna learn that dish from my DAD!

CharSiu!!!!! Pork Pork PORK!! No Pork, No Life! Best dish of all. Yum... OMG! Im missing it! I havent never eaten CharSiu in KL for all my life here! Trust me, they are hunks and babes! You JUST HAVE TO HAVE IT!

Last dish before dessert! Yup, my last main course would be this chicken. Steamed ones. I pretty love it. Next to it is soya sauce? Nope, Is GuaiLingGou! And I took 3 bowls of that with unlimited honey syrup!

Ok... Those are the dishes that went into my mouth. There are other main courses such as seafood porridge, onion rings, french fries, many YongTauFoo, WoDip, chinese carrot cake, MiHun, etc...

Now, is dessert time! Presenting to you, my desserts:

Various Kuih..

I know we should take fruits before meal, but cant help it! I have 2 bowls of TauFooFar with black sugar as well as coconut milk pudding! :P

Strawberry Konnyaku Jelly. The strawberry is sweet but the jelly was quite hard. So, TauFooFar is still my choice. But Ive finish this as well.

What am I so indulge in? Trust me, you have to take at least 2 piece of this! Too bad, I was too late for my second one cos other people finished it before I can have another one! :'(

This is it! The filling is really soft and the taste, seals your mouth!

Last but not least, Ice creams! Yup, 6 flavours of them and which is the most special? the yellow tub on your right, rich mango flavour!

Ok.. That's our brunch. We started exercising our mouth and throat from 11am to 2pm. Non stop eating great stuff? Expensive? For all the lovely pork, this buffet together with 6 different free flow juices worth all penny! RM34, including tax.

After breakfast, what to do? Have to start exercising our hands and legs. This is what we did:

Purple and I

As always, spastic act

I like this dress the most, but no money :( Ignore the post. I know i ruinned the pic..

Soon-To-Be- Purple's Dress. Purple gonna have some colours instead of PURPLE in her closet soon!

Ok.. Another fugly post from me. The hair also not in place edi after so much clothes trial but NEVER BEEN PURCHASED clothes :P

Oouui.. U guys must be thinking im playing all day long. Actually no! I have another midterm in 3 days time when i when out! So, the last station, would be StarBucks. Had a huge chocolate drink with additional dark chocolate added to it, complementary from my own brought chocolate. Ooooohh....I just love chocs as much as i love pork!

My proof that I was studying..

Here's a strong evidence that I was studying. I managed to go through 8 notes in 3 hours! Geng leh.. What issit about? Reproductive system! I and Purple was discussing about papilla, spermatogenesis and bla bla bla... All those scientific words! And all you have to know in production of a new human. You know what I mean, right? I hope so..

Death...

Recently, I again received news about deaths around me. This time, yes, it doesnt involved people in my family, but then, it happened in family of my friends.

A few weeks back, I received a sudden news about the leaving of the grandpa of my close friend here in IMU, popo. I know how it felt when family member that you once lived with and so close with left you, and you know that he or she wont be back anymore. I already experience losing family members for a several of years because my parents come from a HUGE family. Really HUGE.

At least, the grandpa, left the suffering he has now. He witnessed the wedding of his grand daughter, lived happily with his family for a few decades. All these are the blessings he had. Honestly, he is really blessed with all these blessings.

I know I should be happy like the rest of the Malaysians, celebrating Lee Chong Wei's victory in the semifinals in the Olympics 2008. I am indeed very HAPPY and excited and much looking forward to seeing Lee raise his racquet after winning the gold medal.

However, I am again shocked with another death, of someone that i knew. My senior. Frankly, I really dunno who he is. I only know he is my senior and there is such person exist.

He is a year younger than I do and will be graduating in a year. He has bright future. And according to his friends, he is a very brilliant student. Play hard, study smart. Their batchmates even vowed to win the gold medal in IMU CUP basketball match. But yet, a sudden leave, makes everyone so shock.

He was involved in an accident on his way back here to KL to submit his report on his final year project.

Thinking of this, makes me ponder again.. If i really leave this world tonight, will I regret? Life is too short to be unhappy. Life is so unpredictable. Life wasnt easy, Life wasnt fun as well. Life is so short. Too Short..

If God tells you that you have one more day to live, what would you do?

Surrender

Today, I just want to thank my parents for giving me a book entitled : The Purpose Driven Life by Rick Warren.

This book has amazing effect on me. It always attend the problem Im facing.

Everytime I face different obstacles and even fear, this book give me all the hints the purpose of life, how to handle the recent problems and how to face it.

Today, I started the day with a very heavy loaded heart. I just cant understand why. Thinking of family, friendship, love, studies, responsibility, uncertain future, and my own desire, life seemed so grey. So grey, that I almost breakdown once again.

Felt so lonely. Felt so alone. Lost my path. Lost myself.

Then, I thought of this book. It has been long time since I opened this book. And again... today, the book speaks to me again.

Today is about surrender. People often thinks that SURRENDER is a negative word, but however, this is the most powerful word in a person. How much do you have to give up to surrender to something or someone?

Once, William Booth quoted that: the greatness of a man's power is in the measure of his surrender. It takes so much for a person to surrender which includes the 3 main things of life - Trust, Pride and Fear. Surrender simply affects all these 3 things.

Today, I realised, there are something that I have to give in to a Particular Someone, Someone Mighty and Someone that Never given me Up, My Father, The Everlasting God. There is nothing He cant do. His power wins everything in this material world.

I realised, all these while, I have taken someone else as my idol. No one likes to be substituted, so as Him. I realised, all these while Im TOO self-oriented. I wanted things to go my way. I want it on the spot and I want eveything to happen according to my plan. I knew Ive changed to be greedy and too anxious. I put God aside long enough. I have made a mistake.

Listening to the song You are the Music in Me and also Bad Day, I just felt so light now. Ok... Doesnt mean there's a light shinning on meor Im floating or I'm glowing, but I just hope, the agreement that Ive made today with God, I realised, where am I now. And I know where and what I should be doing. And of course, Im just an ordinary human that needed to be reminded everyday about this contract with God.

Surrender to God is not the best way to live, but it is the only way.

I just hope the glow will continue to stay on my face as well as heart and in everyone that I care and love so much!

UMS kedapatan lagi...

Why UMS kedapatan? Because this quote was used by archie to tell me big events that happen in UMS. Erm.. those geng ones lar. So, here is a big event involve UMS students in KL.


Blogging about UMS this time. About its people. Known many UMS people; from the short ones to the talls ones, from the dark ones to the fairer ones, from the bookworms to the streetsmarts; but this time, gonna blog Music School of UMS.

Why music? Ok..Im just an ordinary girl that knows abit about piano. And this time, UMS people opened my eye into another world - the electone world..

*Thank God i finally upload this glorious moments of UMS* Took my whole week to upload. >_<>

I have another clip of Tank's playing which was quite amusing, but yet, his gf hasnt send it to me, Well, even if he did send, i think, it will take my another week to upload. So, just enjoy this piece that won UMS the Outstanding Award in this 2008 Electone Festival. They are really great, fantastic, superb and more Superb!

Ok... Be honest... I once wasnt so much keen on going into UMS. But then, after many outstanding achievements, I started to change my opinion on UMS. Is not that i look down on UMS. Is just that, I wanted to leave Sabah at the first place. If u ask me then, whether i regret not going in, it will be a definite no. But if u ask me now, I have nothing to say cos im uncertain.

Im blessed with free entrance ticket to this spectacular performance. It involves best electone players in the whole Malaysia. Fancy that!

Me and Jisca at KLCC for the spectacular show

It was a great gathering with these fellow mates. I felt as if, im being myself. I felt so relieved with them. Their presence really brightens up my day. Although i had a deep knock onto my head during the ice-skating:

We have our skates as proof we graduate our 1st ice skating lesson. At least no cuts, just some exercise to the bottoms. Mou chuen mou lan..

Then after a huge dinner at Sunway, guess where we went after that? JCo's! Where everyone get their donuts now!

Ok.. We had some debate on the Men and Women are Equal topic there. And believe me or not, Marchy and Garnet, almost went to take of their shirts debating. But i had fun seeing a might be solicitor and psychologist debating about this topic. Who won? The one that said nothing at all but smiled!

After dinner and also doughnut for dessert, we still want more dessert. And where we went? TADA! Yogur Berry. Believe me.. Their ice cream are nice..

And like kids, we start to get busy with:

Camwhoring and errr...trying to act? What are they doing? "Mama... I want ice cream uhh.." "hmmm... let me think. If u can pay for it, then, go get it! If not, WATCH ME EAT!"

U can see how nice the ice cream is. Dont willing to let go the spoon when we are playing Stacko. And believe me, everyone is so attentive, which NEVER happens during lecture. Why? This is why:

The one who make the building falls have to do this in the middle of the mall! sorry, cant edit the video. Tilt ur head abit.

Thinking back.. It was one of the best day this year. Good things come fast and go even faster.


The last picture taken for the terrific moments with these guys. I love ya all! Buddies forever!