I was suppose to be packing up my feelings as well as my energy, and reserve for my EOS preparations. Yet, i just dont have the heart to do it now..
" U know how you meet some people just nce and they leave an impression on you? You may move on but still have a soft spot when it comes to the person. Ull always have affection for him. Over time it wont be necessarily be love anymore, but affection.
Love just dont go easily although he just not meant to be loved by you."
Isit just affection? Or was it still that i still havent moved on although I have too?
long distance love
12 years ago
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why?
is this a question to everyone?
it's been a long time since the last time i read ur blog and now i'm reading it and not sure m i suppose to write u sth but jus feel that as a roommate...i have to.
i nt sure on how u c on our frenship but i appreciated a lot...till i want u to happy and stop dropping tears....i know tat's moment u feel unhappy. there's moment u drop ur tears while i was sleeping, when u r down and moody...and dun wan to talk to anyone...hey girl...i'm jus outside...jus outside fr a door...always there for u to pour out and yet u jus keep everything to urself...
u wrote there that u dun wan to burden us with ur feelings...but we do care...it's nt a burden and will never be a burden when comes to someone u love and care of.
is not the first time i tell u about all this but...to forgot him...to move it on...i know u trying hard...i know everytime u tried to move forward, sth jus coincidently make u think of him...hold u bac...
but then? the clock still ticks and life still have to move on...jus let it be...time will heal...and even don;t heal, it will fade of some memories...may b not now...may b nt in future months...but will b in one day...
one day that u never expect that this day will actually comes.
is nt bullshitting here...this is wan i really wan u to be...
be a real grace..nt grace wit happy mask on.
just wan u to be happy...not for anyone else but for yourself...
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