Scolded when am crying...

Walao! Today is the first day, when i was crying, i was scolded. Is not because of the scolding i cried, but i was scolded as being a silly girl and was asked to be so stupid by TT. Man... i dunno what to feel, to cry even more or just stop crying, trying to eat the scoldings up.

Yes, i admit, most girls when is stupid they are blindly in love. But is this wrong? To pour out for someone that we care? Although the person might just not know as well as well as, you should not be pouring for a person that doesnt worth your tears anymore? To love someone from the bottom of our hearts?

For me is not stupid. Is not even a sign that u are holding back and not moving on when u cried. Is just because, you felt that is really a waste such a wonderful person can just fell like that, and you just felt crying cures the most, at least for ur own.

So, TT it doesnt mean that im crying that im not moving on. As for Monyet, it doesnt mean that i couldnt take care of myself. Dont simply simply accuse ok？
我觉定要望了那不快乐的事
我会走出来
我会为自己笑
但
我以氧会系汪他会该和快乐的。
会爱己多一点
会学习去爱身边的人和被身边的人爱。。

Hope i get them all right!